Spare parts needed.

A friend of mine once said that she has a broken heart. Her ex-boyfriend cheated her with somebody else for two years before they got caught. I can see her pain when she told me the story. Her heart was terribly broken for sure.

I asked her, how can I heal a broken heart? And she replied that a broken heart is like a broken glass. It can never be healed, even if I keep trying forever. Therefore, I came out with a conclusion that my worst mistake in life was to break somebody's heart.

And the worst broken heart belongs to the one that I love the most. I blame myself and the worst part is to carry the blame for my whole life.

So simply don't break hearts.

20 years old virgin stalker

Hey you stalker!

Do you mind having a word with me?

1. You scared me till I peed.

I would reluctantly walk side by side with you. I know you've done nothing life threatening. Your obsession really eats you from inside and yes, it's quite pathetic.

2. I don't prefer to be an intermediate.

You are such a predator. I never see myself as a hot barbie puppet even 100 years from now. I am grateful when things finally exposed but I hate when every time these words keep flooding.

"Asoooooooo!"

3. Do you always have motive?

Because since then, I always believe that everything has a motive. People, how do you treat them, when you know they are not walking 'freely' around you? I have a rush in my mind on what to do, how to behave and so on. But I'm not going to walk away, will you?

4. You're exposing yourself too much to me.

Now I know that it's all just a lie and lack of sincerity. You could have ruined one of the only best things I have in life. Thank God, it has been easier for me or I end up posting another series of '10 things I hate about your boyfriend' here.

5. I don't blame you totally. Everybody is just a mess.

Curiosity kills the cat. Credits to the owner.

There're some parts that come from me. So in an open heart, I put those blames on me.

Famous words of wisdom :

"When you want something so much, you never want to believe that what you do will never work. A lot of time, to have a new beginning is to give up before you realize that it's too late to have a fullstop."

-bintiabd-

What The Fuck Is A Feezah?

Guess what? Ada makhluk Allah yang google tajuk entry ini di Yahoo search engine. Masa aku tengah usyar2 keyword yang orang google untuk terdampar di blog bergetah aku ni, aku tertancap kat satu line ini. Betul ke tertancap? Arghhh...abaikan. Lihat di bawah ini.

Lepas tu aku pon gatal tgn klik link tu untuk test market. Dan ternyata aku hot! Buat pertama kalinya aku memonopoli search engine. Ok fine! Kalo korang google Feezah Hanimoon memang la bersepah-sepah pasal aku dowh. Untuk satu saat aku syok sendiri. Boleh kan? Kan? Kan?

Kita cuba di Google pula. Jeng jeng jeng! Seb baik Google lebih bersopan. Mentang2 aku pkai email yahoo sebagai jantung hatiku di dunia siber ni, senang la nak memperkotak-katikkan aku. Memang la aku ada hotmail dulu2. Tapi tu dulu! (Wah wah waaaahhhhhhh....emo plak kau. Blah la!)

Setelah disiasat secara terperinci, orang yang search what the fuck is a feezah itu berasal dari New Jersey. Walawei....apesal mat saleh nak cari aku plak ni. Ada hutang hayat lepas, cakap terang2. Aku musykil adakah mat saleh ni ingat Feezah itu sejenis benda atau tumbuhan? Huh! Malas nak pikir. Ke aku nk kena buat wikipedia ni?

Emo

Ok...aku serious redha kan musibah yang menimpa.

Tapi ada banyak benda yang aku plan, sumanya miss!! Aku redha tapi rasa geram. Paham tak?

1. Aku tak sempat nk amik 2 final papers. So nanti aku kena amik sorang2 sambil bertentang mata ngn pensyarah. How cool is that huh?
2. Aku tak sempat nk celebrate anniversary padahal aku dah plan sumting yang takda la gempak sgt pon. Tapi paling gempak la yg aku boleh buat.
3. Aku dah plan nak jalan2 banyak tempat sebelum aku balik rumah, tapi akhirnya aku terpaksa balik awal dan tersadai di rumah.
4. Roxy wat annual sale 50% untuk members 6hb Nov ni. Waaaaaaaa........kalo miss yg ini, setahun lg la nak kena tunggu. Beg roxy dah la cantik2....gigit jari kaki la aku mcm ni ='(

Para pembaca sekalian, tolong la jgn cakap hikmah suma ni ialah aku boleh save duit. Benda ni sememangnya perkara paling menyakitkan hati untuk didengar. Aku dah allocate budget untuk benda2 ini... Jadi sedih tau tak bila semuanya tak jadi! Arghhhhhhhh!!!!!

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